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woah it's been sooooo long since i wrote anything here. the last one that i've posted was in... 2013? and yeah all of it was so cringe-y i'm glad i reverted all my writings back into draft. 

damn what was i thinking, writing like that.... i was so into kpop (exo especially) huh. ngl, i'm still into kpop (i would like to call myself a carat and a nctzen but i think i'm not really deserving of that title yeehaw) but yeah my obsession has decreased,, since i'm more into anime lol

....huhu this blog-writing is so weird and too hard for me now. well not only writing for blog is hard, but writing essays for school also makes me stressed. oh btw i am supposedly writing an essay for school now but yeah procrastinating is my middle name since long ago, and honestly, i think it's beyond helping to it anymore. ooh yeah i know my english is kinda weird (english is my second language... but not that i'm that great in my first language, sometimes i catched myself tripping over words and sentences in my first language too) but yeah generally i'm just bad with words. like idek how to talk AND write properly (and i'm 20 years old now too ugh shame on myself)

bleghhhhh i just need some motivation for me to continue my revisions (the slide notes have been opened for the past 45minutes and counting goddamnit) because i've been extra lazy since this covid-19 and restriction movement order (or lockdown or whatever you call it) started. 

gahh i think i should go now.... andddddd maybe 2 or 3 years in the future baru i take a look at my blog again hahahha (i'm so clueless on how blog works now.... i need to mess a bit with the coding and all so that my blog doesn't seem totally like a kpopper's blog sksksks)

until then, 

bye.

woah it's been sooooo long since i wrote anything here. the last one that i've posted was in... 2013? and yeah all of it was so cringe-y i'm glad i reverted all my writings back into draft. 

damn what was i thinking, writing like that.... i was so into kpop (exo especially) huh. ngl, i'm still into kpop (i would like to call myself a carat and a nctzen but i think i'm not really deserving of that title yeehaw) but yeah my obsession has decreased,, since i'm more into anime lol

....huhu this blog-writing is so weird and too hard for me now. well not only writing for blog is hard, but writing essays for school also makes me stressed. oh btw i am supposedly writing an essay for school now but yeah procrastinating is my middle name since long ago, and honestly, i think it's beyond helping to it anymore. ooh yeah i know my english is kinda weird (english is my second language... but not that i'm that great in my first language, sometimes i catched myself tripping over words and sentences in my first language too) but yeah generally i'm just bad with words. like idek how to talk AND write properly (and i'm 20 years old now too ugh shame on myself)

bleghhhhh i just need some motivation for me to continue my revisions (the slide notes have been opened for the past 45minutes and counting goddamnit) because i've been extra lazy since this covid-19 and restriction movement order (or lockdown or whatever you call it) started. 

gahh i think i should go now.... andddddd maybe 2 or 3 years in the future baru i take a look at my blog again hahahha (i'm so clueless on how blog works now.... i need to mess a bit with the coding and all so that my blog doesn't seem totally like a kpopper's blog sksksks)

until then, 

bye.